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Post by megster1992 on Feb 12, 2011 20:42:24 GMT
No, I didn't know there was a Megster101...I'm going to check her out now.
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Post by neroh on Feb 13, 2011 5:52:13 GMT
Feb 12, 12:43 a.m. I feel incredibly lost right now. Lost and numb. Sometimes, at night, i wonder what *she's* doing right now. Sometimes, at night, i wonder what *I'm* doing doing, asking myself "Why the hell are you doing the things you're doing, Tia?" and the more i ask, the more i can't answer myself. Why am i in Michigan? Why did i let her go? What am i doing with myself? Why so sad, angry, forgetfull, unsympathetic? Why the freak am i typing this out? I don't know. I don't freakin' know and its driving me insane. I can't answer anything, i don't know what i'm doing, i feel like i'm idling in water, just floating and waiting for myself to hit land.
Ugh. You're sad but you can't cry. You love her and you don't really understand why, or how you still can about 3 years. They say take the time you and you ex have been together, divide it in half and thats the time it takes to recover. Thats a fucking lie.
I'm so confused and emotionally drain and mentally exhausted and physically restless. Yeah. Definitely gonna go to Church tomorrow. And when i die and i'm greeting the gates to Heaven, i've got alot of questions i've gotta ask that Man.
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 6:42:36 GMT
...wow...
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 14:35:58 GMT
Feb. 13 17:35hrs
All on my own, bored...and alone...
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Post by megster1992 on Feb 13, 2011 15:29:07 GMT
Feb 13. 10:28 am. EST
No one is around and I am incredibly bored. Someone save me from this vast pit of boredom?
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 15:31:27 GMT
I'm back
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Post by megster1992 on Feb 13, 2011 15:33:14 GMT
Oh goodie. We should now talk on one of the random threads, either Random Awesomeness or General Talk, because I don't want Twigon to yell at me.
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 15:34:21 GMT
...Twigon yells?
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Post by megster1992 on Feb 13, 2011 15:36:00 GMT
Sometimes, yes.
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 15:37:51 GMT
-gulp-
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 15:41:11 GMT
JT is pretty scary too sometimes...just thought I'd say that...
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Post by Wendy on Feb 13, 2011 18:50:53 GMT
13 Feb. 21:50hrs
Goodnight people...
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Post by Enjorous on Feb 14, 2011 0:45:34 GMT
Feb 12, 12:43 a.m. I feel incredibly lost right now. Lost and numb. Sometimes, at night, i wonder what *she's* doing right now. Sometimes, at night, i wonder what *I'm* doing doing, asking myself "Why the hell are you doing the things you're doing, Tia?" and the more i ask, the more i can't answer myself. Why am i in Michigan? Why did i let her go? What am i doing with myself? Why so sad, angry, forgetfull, unsympathetic? Why the freak am i typing this out? I don't know. I don't freakin' know and its driving me insane. I can't answer anything, i don't know what i'm doing, i feel like i'm idling in water, just floating and waiting for myself to hit land. Ugh. You're sad but you can't cry. You love her and you don't really understand why, or how you still can about 3 years. They say take the time you and you ex have been together, divide it in half and thats the time it takes to recover. Thats a fucking lie. I'm so confused and emotionally drain and mentally exhausted and physically restless. Yeah. Definitely gonna go to Church tomorrow. And when i die and i'm greeting the gates to Heaven, i've got alot of questions i've gotta ask that Man. No if you take the amount of time you've been together and square it you'll start to get close to the amount of recovery time it takes. Time doesn't always make things better, especially if you can't allow yourself to move one. I was there, thinking of her, wondering where she was, what she was doing, if she'd found someone else. And then I realized that 400 miles away she had far more power over me than she had any right to. So don't let her have power over you, you're way more than young enough to find someone new, better, someone who'll feel this strongly about you. Trust in that Edit: I totally hit alt+s when I meant enter.
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Post by Wendy on Feb 14, 2011 14:01:58 GMT
Feb. 14 17:00hrs I'm so alone right now, it's not even funny
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Post by megster1992 on Feb 14, 2011 14:18:53 GMT
Feb 14. 9:17 am EST Alone, light-headed, and stomach is hurting. Mother can't pick me up until around eleven thirty, so I'm trying to pass the time. Got a D on my speech. Today's just an awesome day. And I'm single. Happy Valentine's Day to me.
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